bara sengsara..

hidup penuh dgn masalah dan tekanan..

jiwa meronta, merayau dlm kekacauan..

selubung hati dibawa bayu pergi..

kesungguhan dan ketabahan goyah, pudar..

selaput senjakala dimeterai kekusutan..

sanubari bagai terkubur di benak hati..

cahaya kian malap dihembus sang puaka..

pitam bagai seribu kepiluan melanda hati...

dikala jiwa lemah ditusuk api..

teman menjadi penawar duka...

mnyuluh segenap kegelapan di lubuk sepi..

walau hanya dengan secebis senyuman dan tawa..

=]

thx to merrygohigh n lipas demam yg sntiase disisi..

sean dean jauh sgt...

xp

sober...

heartbeat...
were given...
was given...

was it u??
was it me??
please blame for nothing...

changing is different..
path always unusual...
wall do stand..
for everywhere..

my eyes see..
totally weird eyes...
bodies stand on stage..
do they even have soul??

can say nothing..
still for finding..
need act my play..
thougt it turn me freak...

just let...
then i walk..
it's today...

home

Im going home sorry.

-merrygohigh-

Hidup

hidup menderita...

xwujud...

yg wujud hanya rasa xbersyukur...

jd xperlu merungut..

buka saja mata...

cari dan ambil setiap peluang...

walau keadaan xmenentu,

hidup xkan goyang..

selagi wujud buah fikiran,

didalam hati...

Raksasa

raksasa....
apa yg ditakutkan??
siapa raksasa??
mengapa raksasa??

xperlu jawapan utk persoalan lalu...
hanya perlu tahu...
raksasa wujud dlm kepercayaan setiap jiwa...
memakan segala unsur jiwa....

dari mimpi??
mimpi ngeri setiap jiwa..
bkn skadar mainan tidur...
lebih kepada pahit dan kegelapan...

jaga saja jiwa mu..
jika xmahu menjadi santapan raksasa...
kebalkan jiwa mu...
hanya jiwa yg mampu menghapus raksasa jahanam....

Matahari Kembali

pagi..
mlm yg kekacauan...
berputar beralih arah...
menerajui imbasan minda senjakala...

berlari anak..
ketawa..
riang....
wajah sahabat terlena dibahu...

terus mencari setiap kepastian yg tidak pasti...
resah..
gelisah...
itu yg muncul juga dihadapan pintu bilik...

keterbalikan singgahsana..
masih berputar...
harus bermula dr yg mana??
masih dlm ketahuan...

dr permulaan..
benak hati rasa sunyi..
mencari arah jiwa..
mencari arah akal...

pabila manusia dihujung usia..
dtg kembali berkeadaan segak..
menabur wang yg tidak bernilai..
muncul juga manusia berkepala anjing..

tubuh basah memerah keringat..
keselesaan menghilang lagi..
tidak kira kiri atau kanan...
yg pasti hanya pejamkan mata kembali..

walau masih jauh perjalanan...
namun tidak tercapai memori dalaman...
bagai bayangan yg wujud ketika mata dibuka..
masih mencari identiti ketika tubuh berterbangan..

yg pasti...
carikan saja diri sebenar...
yg patut diikuti...
bkn sekadar diingini

bunyi suasana pagi indah ini
(earth - old black, father midnight)

Sip Sugar Lie...

sip by sip,

blown be off,

stare to sea,

deep in fun...

sugar most sugar,

slide of wound,

fry the sky,

double those...

lie o lie,

just heaven kiss',

trap to die,

within the violence...

Key Word...

"be careful what do you wish for,

because TODAY is not the end of YESTERDAY,

but TODAY is always the start of TOMORROW....."

hope for everyone whispering to everyone.....

Inception

Please God guide me. Show me the light.

dedicated to ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL...

what a joke if u fooling around, questioning everything..
pulling the the hope of faith, while u hold a faith...
stated everything just delusion, unnoticed ur life an illusion...
laughing is all u can when ur heart and mind were sealed in fire...

u r great, u r the future of the doom...
god goat, u r scape...
respecting n smiling, enough 4 me to do...
u think im terrible, i stand on the sky...

enough 4 circle, enough 4 square..
ur act r ugly, like ur heart n face..
u smile, i smile...
but u eat, i spit...

i may suck 4 us...
u may good 4 urs...
but i see ur blindness..
because ur circle just ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL, bastard!!


"dedicated this to anyone who can READ, no matter u r THEM or US..."
PEACE~~ =]

(playlist: pink floyd - another brick in the wall)

Knowledge is the key of everything.

I need to understand the world. There is so much to reach but nothing seems close enough. I know there are many ways of reaching it all. Through knowledge. Key of everything. Nothing is impossible but there is time chasing me. The time will stop and i will not reach it all by then. Maybe a little part of it. It will be enough, at least i tried.

-merrygohigh-

Yes. You are totally right.

Yes you are right. That person talk about that person life all the time. I'm sorry. I just want to tell you the truth but i can't. Sorry again.

-merrygohigh-

Wash Your Mind 1st!!!

yup!! yup!! yup!!
wash ur mind first...
for what??
for blindly accusing my community...
watch ur mouth for everything u told us...
watch urself for what u be...

some of u r 'mat skema'
some of u r typical idiot..
most of u r slave of stereotype poor mind...
but, all of u r have ur own problem..
BIG problem...
'eating disorder' problem...
why??
bcoz u 'eat' everything were given...
n turn ur 'food' into 'ur shit' directly..
never 'digest' ur 'food' in ur 'small stomach' in ur head..
pity....

try to 'deep' for everything written...

=]

The true one god.

We are heading the same way. Every changes we made matters. We create one thing today for another one thing tomorrow. There will be no deadline. And knowledge is power. The answer to everything is knowledge and only the worthy will gain them. I am changing and hoping that i am a part of the future to be revealed to the others. So may you. You are also a part of this world. We are revolutionizing over time and the enlighten time will come. You will know when the time comes if you are worthy. Im not sure if I am.

yes sean dean. you know what i am talking about.

-merrygohigh-

We are not the same person anymore.

As matter of fact i hate to but have to change. Everyone is changing. Every second. And i realize now that I and you are not the same person anymore. This is the point where we start.

This is a new beginning.

There are no more family traditions now. Since the other writers are away. The last we met were at the MONO concert at Bentley Music Auditorium. It was awesome. But no strings, but again it was not less awesome. It was awesome. Do you get it? AWESOME. I know i am being overreacted but i dont care. I was there and you were not. If you were there then thank you. They performed a new song if i am not mistaken. Yet it is very beautiful. I wish things are still the same. But then yes, we are moving on. The time are running out and yet we still cant find a way to start.

-merrygohigh-
thank you

Zaman Manusia Sombong

Bila benda dah nak habis, dah nak lenyap nak musnah, itu jam la kau nak bagi harapan kat orang. Orang kata tak logik pun, tetap ada yang nak mengharap. 5% dari 100% pun tetap dikira ada juga kan?

F.U Great People.

p/s: you are now living in Earth 1.

seaNdeaN

Friday not Sunday

Today is, in fact not sunday but friday. Friday is a day when people go to TGIF because thank god its friday?? What.. saya ada benda len nak cakap. japgi..

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What more could you ask for?

Nothing. :)

Im back and ill be writing tonight.

Stay tuned.

Bagaimanakah benda ini berfungsi?

hmmm. hmmm. hmm.bigini kot?